睡神某N

31歳おめでとう～！としや！

2008-03-30T19:31:25Z

私一番大好きのBASSISTお誕生日おめでとうございます
Dir en greyのToshiya様
31歳の壮年期ですね〔笑〕

今までも、これからもよろしくお願いします
頑張れとっち！ ♥

And ahahaha zomg XDD
Shinya didn't forget the promise he made 10 years ago XD
For those who can read chinese → 灰色の銀貨「ねむねむ博士の大逆襲」Vol.38

10 years ago, Shinya said he'd expose some secrets of himself. And he keep up to his promise on Vol.38 of Haiiro no Ginka. Basically, he just talked about how he ended up always being called "Yamo-chan" by the other members. XD

When he was 17, the other members nicknamed him "Shinemon" simply because he goes by the name "Shinya".

One day, when D-san (Die XD) started to play his guitar, he called Shinya "Shinyamon".
But then Die thought wouldn't that be troublesome?
So on the next day, Die started calling him "Yamon" and the other members started calling him "Yamori".

"Yamori" persisted for a few months before the nickname got fixed as "Yamo-chan".

Although he'd wanted to announce some more of his secrets, there's no enough space left (on his section in Haiiro no Ginka).

やばい！"The continuation for this shall be put in the FC magazine when I'm 40 then! See you."

PS: Words become smaller and smaller at the back of his page on Haiiro no Ginka, to show that he's really lacking in writing space.

囧

宝贝，你真不是凡人来的。

今年の第四日

2008-01-04T15:20:57Z

Ok, I realised it just won't do if I don't post at least once for the ~~first month of January~~ first month of year 2008 (I just made a typo of the century *saves*) XD

And I'm going to forced myself to have this done in English, yay :D
See, 2006 & 2007 proved that whenever I type in Chinese, I'm bound to be angsting as if porcupine spikes got poked in between my toes.

The year of 2007 has just completed its course a few days ago. But memories currently freshest in my mind belong to 2005 and 2006. O_o Now, I would go on an angst rage if this hasn't already become all too common for me.

Back in 2005, memories from two or three years ago were the clearest, if not most haunting to me.
The numbers just got bigger as newer years come by. Sad to say, I think my memory capacity is also starting to drop like it's being flushed. O_o That's not a very healthy sign XD;;; What had seemed so fresh as a memory to me, is now a haze of fleeting datas.

For the past few years, I had always been EMO-ing through the night before the new year comes.
This time though, I was really calm. Not in a scary way, but more like I'm no longer as troubled with how the way my life is. I've yet decided if that's a good thing actually XD

I remembered crying so sooo bad when I was told by a close friend, "If you don't start facing your life straightforwardly, your loneliness will just continue to grow out of hand."

Why did I tear so bad, I wonder. Maybe because what she said is true and I knew that it is but my pride just couldn't stand the fact. Maybe because of other reasons.

Here's a brief insight on my life for those who don't know me IRL:
My health problems started getting out of hand when my narcoleptic symtops began to surface. Then it's my more than abnormal sleep patterns which persist up until now. Plus, my body is generally weak and cannot withstand prolong physical activities. These all sum up to my major lack in daily activities, which include schooling and other social stuffs.

In one of my meet-up's with Keax and Ari a year or so ago, we were talking about what's going on in our lives and whatnot. Keax asked me a question so simple and clean, it slit right into me and stayed for a very long time, "What are you going to do about your life now?"

I didn't have an answer, I still don't actually. And that realisation hurt me as much as it scared me. I can't say it's a completely different case now, though. I still feel pretty helpless but am no longer as much in despair.
Hey, I actually brought Japanese students to tour around Singapore! 8DD
Thank you kalcifer, no matter how much I dislike Ryu, the tour job is a premium trigger in my life.

Met up with June recently for a belated Christmas celebration, belated to the point of having a New Year celebration instead XD;
We were talking about our current lives etc (why, that's what meet-up's are for and I say so >D). Predictably, my lack in social life was brought up. June said something like, "Like now, your social life is really little, isn't it? And it's likely to become even more little..."

Much to my own surprise, those words didn't hurt me like I'd have thought it would. To think merely a year ago, I would have gone all already.

Instead of spending half of my life time self-pitying, I've begun wrenching my brain trying to come up with resolutions to coordinate with my current situation... and actually physically working on it. "FINALLY...", aiyo I think I can hear some of the inner voices across the internet, people shy lah

Speaking of the unbelievable, I'm actually more willing to spend money on internet hosting space than on CD's that I'm dying to get. o_O Some people would rather pay 60 bucks for a mascara than for a concert DVD so shutup XD

Speaking of money (you done yet? ~_~), I've come up with a fund saving plan for this year. But oh I wonder if it'd actually be carried out...
[Hey, there was a sentence somewhere up there something about "physically working on it"?] [SHUTHEFUP ]

Now, where was I = =
Oh right, hmm... I was saying I married a rich man (go to hell, liar = =凸)

Some recent changes that are pretty significant to me:
- I no longer feel like I'm being slapped in public when I listen to my friends talk about their school / social life.
- The desire to have normal Secondary school life is not there anymore. 15-yr-olds look like kids to me now 囧
- When I meet 14-yr-olds on the internet, I go OMG-THAT'S-SO-YOUNG (when I myself started at 10 or 11 >>)
- My bad subconscious habit of comparing people is suddenly gone O_o
- I can withstand Johnnys' songs now 囧omg

Hmm.. The end, I guess? I'd shut up now XD

コスプレ大作戦

2007-12-10T12:59:57Z

Die, you done cosplaying as Luna Sea's Shinya yet?

Beautiful Toshiya, oh what beautiful lips you have~
And your gorgeous hair~

Oh what high and mighty forehead

很好。很强大。 = =

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Hmm? Anything wrong with my choice of userpic?
One high and mighty forehead is enough to brighten my entry and the world already, you know 8D

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↑ That's my way of expressing love :D
No wonders why Heaven seldom bestows luck on me huh >>

Dynamite Tommy Arrested for Alleged Swindle Offenses

2007-09-14T03:49:05Z

Already aired more than once on Japan's TV news today, but I'm still all "本当に??! (°□°)"

- http://www.news24.jp/93018.html
- http://news.tbs.co.jp/newseye/tbs_newseye3657735.html
- http://streaming.yahoo.co.jp/newsflash/list/ann/soci/tc/photo/ann0709140019_0001.html *edited copy

~~ANN mentioned something about Diru's PV... I'd check it out...||||~~
otsu did a brief sum up in one of the comments below ^^　I'm just waaaaaay too lazy and illiterate.

And 9/14 is Tommy's birthday (_ _ );

Linkin Park & Dir en grey Live In Japan

2007-09-09T14:54:03Z

Firstly, I apologise for always randomly appearing merely a second and then be gone like the wind. 囧;
Sorry Jin! Sorry Dari-chan! >< I'd surely get back to you sweeties later! >___<|||

But for now...

LINKIN PARK JAPAN TOUR 2007 ゲスト出演決定！

21世紀ロックの先駆者“リンキン・パーク”、日米両チャートで初登場1位を獲得した
最新作『ミニッツ・トゥ・ミッドナイト』を引っさげた待望の来日公演にゲスト出演!!
※11/23&24 さいたまスーパーアリーナ公演のみ

Translation:　LINKIN PARK JAPAN TOUR 2007 GUEST PERFORMING DECIDED!

A pioneer in 21 century Rock, Linkin Park obtained their first No.1 slot on both the US and the Japanese charts.
(With) Guest performances for their much anticipated coming Japanese tour, drawn from their latest work "Minutes To Midnight"!!
※ Only for the LIVE's at Saitama SUPER ARENA on November 23 & 24

~~For real?? O__o;　噂が…~~
Confirmed: http://www.creativeman.co.jp/2007/linkin/index.html

Dir en grey - New Single 「DOZING GREEN」

2007-08-29T14:13:19Z

http://www.direngrey.co.jp/dozing.html

NEW SINGLE　『DOZING GREEN』
発売日　10/24

我真的…

2007-08-02T05:55:44Z

好想…
扑倒你个生田斗真
然后 ~~18禁~~

…(对手指)

Gif credit to 颜

测测你是「攻」是「受」

2007-07-02T18:51:55Z

Basically a test to show how much you're a Seme / Uke. If you don't know wth that is, ignore this entry. XD
叫我做老婆的人们，你给我三思后再考虑到底谁才是“老婆”！哼 =..=

http://www.ougua.com/other/66.php

满脑 H 的怪阿姨怪姐姐们去玩玩吧~~
其实，CJWX 的孩子们也可以玩的 v

老娘我的成分! ：

王者气质浑然天成的帝王攻：33.81%
调戏高手：25.78%
忠犬攻：18.32%
平时畏缩却在关键时刻有小小爆发力造成想反攻者反攻未遂的超级小弱攻：18.05%
攻受兼备：2.85%
厚道受：0.67%
你是受所以你是受完全没理由的天然型总受：0.53%

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Orz...　用英文名测试的结果跟中文名的反差好大

厚道受：30.89%
脾气暴躁却拿白痴攻没办法想压人却被爆发型小弱攻压倒的倒霉小弱受：25.24%
一辈子不得翻身：24.79%
万年受：11.44%
自信十足魅力四射活力充沛的阳光型小攻：7.55%

記憶の召喚

2007-05-14T15:56:36Z

原来已经十年了

六月过了生日后，我将满19岁
至今将近一半的人生都在这个住宅区、这个家里度过

1997 年 9 月
9岁的我到底是怎样的一个孩子，现在已经印象模糊了，但很清楚地记得要搬进这个家时的那种兴奋。
同班隔壁桌的女生搬到我家对面的组屋后却转学了 = =;

1998 年
以 Upper Primary 的姿态升上四年级。 97年异常勤奋的我也从 B 班转到了 A 班。
换班后结识了小学时期的死党 XD　和某六月也是从这时开始变得更加要好，间中当然不乏别扭期(?) = =
虽是巧合，但后来我和六月也升上了同一所中学。

1999 年
看似平凡无奇的小五生活，却是我最珍惜的小学时光。
普通地念书、普通的校园活动、普通地玩乐、还有小学生常有的自以为成熟。
总是腻在一起的大亲友、班级意识堪强的同学们、毕生难忘的重要老师...
这一年可以说是我童年中的黄金时期吧 (笑)

2000 年
想摆脱肥胖已久的我，终于在 1999 年末积极行动了
对发育中的年幼身体其实是不好的噢。把身子搞坏了咧 (苦笑)
祖父在这一年天人永别。不想把它过渡曲折化。我和祖父向来都不是最亲密的。
可是.. 一个一直理所当然的存在 + 背后支柱 + 沉默的守护者突然不在了.. 这种寂寞感很强烈，也很容易把人吞蚀

2001 年
情绪交杂、有点莫名其妙、甚至还有点心带不甘地.. 结束了小学生涯，升上中学了咧。
开学之前全家人还陪我搭公车前往新学府，熟识一下上学的路。中学生活也就莫名其妙地展开了。
没有任何特别原因，却记得很清楚同班的 Sharon 在这年说过 "好想快点读完中学上大学" 之类的话。现在快实现了吧..
一路有Hong、Ru、Ade、等同班大亲友陪着，这年我很快乐圆满

2002 年
中二生活普普通通地展开。我也开始习惯了自己莫名决定的〈被欺负也无所谓〉角色。
半年不到，病情却开始逐渐爆发，最后休学了。
这一年多的校园生活中所结识的(曾经的)同伴已成为我重要的根本。
因 SJAB 而认识的大家，让我清晰地感觉到我确实有过真正的校园生活。 CLDDS也是。
虽没能和大家一起走到最后，但我也曾经站在其中，和大家一起...

2003 年
回返校园，莫名其妙地也和大家一同升上了中三。
校服换了。开学第一天我还很蠢地把不用 tuck in 的校衣整齐地塞进校裙里　囧|||　真的很蠢 |||||
几个月不到，病情又急速恶化了。班主任一再劝说我停学，我却固执任性死活不肯。
结果中三的学校生活充满了很没水准的空白。 =__=

讽刺的是，这年的我一直认为我比02年时看开得多，开朗得多。老师也这么说我。真是-- 囧|||
不过我的确从这年开始 OPEN UP 许多，even though 后来也变得没什么必要了 XD~

2004 年
去年坚持不停学的我，最后就是留级的下场，却再也没能进那所中学上课了。
开学的第一天就因病发而没去报到，持续了将近三个月后，校方正式寄来了退学通知。我也正式地从同校的朋友中，告别了〈同学〉这个称号。
书还是要读的。我转到了邻近的中学。突然的转变让我有点不适应，但这里的学生却很吸引我.. 因为真的很有趣 (别无恶意) XD!
不过一两个月后还是休学了。

2004 年末，和 nateari 去逛街时，突然感叹这一年我还真是莫名其妙地过完了啊... 没什么真实感咧...
Ari 和我的结论一致 —— 因为我大部分时间都在睡梦中嘛.. 囧/

这一年因为有 Jin 和亲爱的 Ari，我不寂寞。

2005 年
我一直以为 2005 会是个没什么印象的一年，但只要一回想，就能唤起很多很多的重要回忆。
虽然落后以前的同伴们一年，不过这根本不算什么嘛。这一年，我决定以私人考生的身份参加 'O' Level 会考。
可是.. 问题的根源一天没解决，历史便会一天天地重复。也就是说，这一年考试不成啦。

虽是这么说，但这一年我过得很充实。
谢谢 Ari 一直都在我身边。这么说可能有点恶心 XD　不过真的很谢谢咧。
当我发现时才惊觉，如果这几年没有 Ari 在，我将会变得何等扭曲啊。若是独自一人的话，我恐怕会一直无法控制地往伤心事上想。
nateari 和 keax 的存在比我想象中来得重要很多。
人在不去想它的时候，是真的会把它给淡忘的。伤心的事也好、开心的事也好。所以...谢谢。

05年还出现了我怀以很大感激能让我认识的人
虽然这次比之前还更加恶心，但是.. ruqiav，一直以来谢谢你咧 XDDD
哎哟.. 真的很恶心! XD||||||| 有点说不下去了啦 Orz

2006 年
我最灰心最扭曲的时期，若不是有 ruqiav 陪我走过、陪我互不相让，我真不知道会做出什么事来
与其说她的存在让我的人格变得没那么扭曲，还不如说她让我越来越能够控制自己
犯罪者、自杀的人... 他们最有别于他人的，到头来也就只是自制力比较差而以

我和 kalcifer 的关系一直让我觉得挺微妙 XD　就好像我觉得跟 keax 的交情很微妙一样 XDD
Keax 对我来说还真是莫名地重要。莫名，因为我说不上确切的原因。
可是我的基因分子让我没办法和 Keax 或 Yeppy 断连 = =
嘛.. 这样不是很好么? 真是孽缘啊 —v—

Keax 让我冷静。 Yeppy 让我正常。

2007 年
回头一看，原来距离 2003 年已有将近四年了啊。都够读完一整个中学课程了 =_=
放不放得开就在一线之间而已。想通远比憎恨还难。至今为止，我都在做什么呢...
与其说我浪费了很多时间，还不如说我只不过是比常人更爱绕远路看风景~ 莔v

有些人再等着被恶心吧? 要恶心你们我就真不想活了，所以，别等了。

〈谢谢〉这种话，或许对帮助你的人其实是种侮辱
但在我能以更实际的复出成果来回报前，道谢也许是安抚的最好做法吧
谢谢让我迅速成长的大家

还有.. 这帖可以说是为了你而写的啊，我住了快十年的这个家...
7XX Woodxxxxx Crescxxx
#0X-7X
Singxxxxx 7XX 7XX

我快搬家了，感谢你这十年来的间接照顾
一直看着我成长的你，谢谢了

往后的十年待续

疾走

2007-05-14T09:41:14Z

It's been like, what, 4 months??
I'm really starting to be diseased with the habit of randomly disappearing XD|||

When you've got lots of things to say, you end up not knowing where to start from, do you not?
So yea, please pardon the lameness of this post.. 莔

I wonder exactly how many anime series have used this song already = =

Gasp For Breath

2007-01-22T01:49:02Z

While I'd love to have this entry completely dedicated to Diru, it is not.
But I shall cut to the point anyways, before I go writhering in my bone marrow about how I'm seriously lagging behind things.

What's the "point" to be cut to?
I'm just here to take a quick breath *O* before I get back to the traffic in life -o-
And that's about it XD;

Here's a list to summarise things just a lil bit…

1.　CAN'T WAIT FOR "THE MARROW OF A BONE" TO BE RELEASED (再次怨念一下什么叫做"脱裤子放屁"… 虽然知道这个步骤比较诗情画意[?!][..会么= =])

2.　Watched episode 1 of "Hana Yori Dango 2 / 花より男子2" (duh) but my review, if it can be considered as one, of the show has been left hanging midway forever since XD|||| *hides like an ostrich*

3.　Watched "BYAKKOTAI / 白虎隊" (Orz||| 那个宣传照…). We all love the copy-paste fuction but nah, same as the above

4.　Toshiya, 我没白养你 (母泪) ← 啥 = =

5.　老大, 我是不是养你养过头了.. *eyes the boobies* >_>

6.　I DIDN'T KNOW GACKT IS STARRING IN "FUURIN KAZAN / 風林火山"! =口=|||||

又有一日剧要拖进小电了 Otz
谁叫我是肥熊猫不怕好奇死－－+
还有… 我抽死你个死GA

附上这次(?)的收视列表：

21.0％　NHK　风林火山 (7日)
19.4％　TBS　新　花より男子２初回２时间超スペシャル (5日)
19.2％　CX*　佐贺のがばいばあちゃん (4日)
17.4％　EX*　白虎队　第１夜 (6日)
17.1％　EX*　白虎队　第２夜 (7日)
16.6％　TBS　税务调査官　窓际太郎の事件簿15 (8日)
16.4％　EX*　マグロ後编 (5日)
15.4％　CX*　大奥スペシャル・もうひとつの物语 (29日)
15.2％　EX*　はぐれ刑事纯情派スペシャル (30日)

Sorry for my missing in action, tho I guess you're all pretty used to it by now ¬.¬
I'd get back to the comments and all ASAP ^^;
Meanwhile, take care darlings!

我是跑题皇后!

2007-01-08T11:25:40Z

这次来谈谈关于 [下载] 和 [休闲娱乐] 的事情吧~ 喔耶~

我常常被人理解为 [最近开始看/听/追某某某了啊?]
不过…其实，有很多东西我都是一路来都有在关注或留意的耶 ^^;
只是我在某些地方有着某些程度的偏激（笑）

就是… 我很喜欢很喜欢某样东西时，会很夸张地一直在说关于它的事
而相对的，其他的东西我就算是一直都有在留意，却可以完全不提起（笑）
因此导致单从外观来看的话，好像我就只在关注某些东西似地
不过，其实我关注和留意的东西还挺多的

我一路来都是如此
所以并没有突然变得开始关注或留意某些事情、领域
(当然，突然关注某些人物的情形倒是有，但这要在产生了一定的吸引之后
这个请别指望我在这里解说了，会跑题跑到北极星的)

嘛… 当然也是有新 [留意] 的东西
不过与其说是 [留意] 还不如说是一时的好奇
而这种 [一时的好奇] 既是我一路来都有的习惯

不是我要说…
可是 [以自己的习惯来断定别人的行为模式]
这种事情真的很可怕很可怕！请切记不要多犯啊！ X_X
就是因为人常以 [自己的习惯] 来断定那是 [常理]，所以才会造就许多莫名其妙的误会 OTZ

当你觉得 [不喜欢 JPOP 就不会去留意 JPOP 的嘛!] 的时候
你就已经是在拿 [自己的习惯] 当做 [常理] 了
请注意，我在这所用词的是 [留意] 而非 [关注]
这两者是有很重要的差异的
而差别就在于当事人对某件事情或某种领域的 [兴趣] 和 [在意] 程度

我 [关注] 一切关于生态环境的新闻
娱乐新闻我则是 [留意] 着而已
当然这之中还有可以瓜分成不同类型与层次的
也就是说，单在 [娱乐新闻] 这区域中，还有分成我[会去留意]、[偶尔会留意] 和 [压根无视] 等类型

还有… 为什么我会觉得 [以自己的习惯来断定他人的行为模式] 很＠＃＄％︿
就是因为，如果一个人有这种习惯的话，要跟他解释等于白费工夫，
可偏偏就是这类人爱跑过来跟你呛：“你怎么换口味换得这么没关联性啊”（带有鄙视意味的口吻还不自觉 OTZ）
（就是那种觉得自己喜欢摇滚或爵士音乐就比喜欢流行音乐的人来得高等啦）
（话说，我对流行音乐兴致缺缺也不觉得喜欢摇滚就有多高尚了。不就是一个喜欢咖啡一个喜欢茶嘛。受不了。当然，就是会有人觉得咖啡比茶高尚 or vice versa 的。OTZ）

要知道 [你的习惯] 并非 [我的习惯]
还是… 我的[习惯]一向来都不是很明显？我自己是觉得还蛮明显的啊
或许是 PROPORTION 问题所产生的错觉吧
就是说，因为我太夸张地常常说 ABC 的消息，所以相对地好像我没在谈 XYZ 似的

那么，我的习惯是什么？
老实说，我很不喜欢说关于自己的事情，比如习惯或理想什么的
没什么特别的原因，就是不喜欢而已
就好比有些女生就是不喜欢穿裙，没特别的理由
真要说理由的话，就是 [舒不舒服] 的问题了

嘛… 别再跑题了
话说，这篇日记从第二行开始就跑题了（爆）

我的习惯之中，有一个就是喜欢到处读读看看
逛网页是如此，出门在外也是如此
而我说的绝对不是一般的 [看看] 那么简单（笑）
所以我的电脑银幕上没有一次不是开了个满天满地的 BROWSER WINDOWS 嘛　XD

JPOP 只不过是我留意的区域之一
而且还是以一个区域很 general 地留意着，堪少有特定的 JPOP 艺人是我留意着的
当然，我不否定有几个 JPOP 艺人我不只是 [留意]，而是 [关注] 着的

要问我为什么会去留意 JPOP，那不也要问我为什么会去留意那些其他被我留意的东西？
你肯听的话我就一一分析给你听（笑）
老实说，我不喜欢分析 [为什么会喜欢] 或 [为什么会不喜欢]
不是讨厌分析它们的那个过程，其实过程我很喜欢 = =;
但，无论是分析解说 [为什么会喜欢某人] 或分析解说 [为什么不喜欢某人]
我都觉得带有 [辩解] 的味道，好像喜欢某人是一种罪似的 -_- 神经
所以说，要我分析解说，我不是不行，而是不喜欢在解说时好像自己在辩解一样

同样的，我不想类似 [辩护] 自己的行为一样地解说我为什么会去留意某些事情
我会留意就是会留意，管我为什么 -_-

要知道… 我会 [一时好奇] 而翻阅几十篇资料
这个虽然还不及我翻阅 [关注的事情] 的资料时来得变态
却远远胜过我的那些 [留意的事情]

那你是不是也要问我为什么会好奇那些 [一时好奇的东西]？
你真要听我解说，我照样可以解说原因的
如果你愿意被我烦死到溃烂再轮回转世个几十回还没烦完的话 XD|||

还有，把 [我痴迷本命团的程度] 拿来跟 [我喜欢某些特定人物的程度] 来一般见识的人
我可以原谅你，没见识过我挖本命团的资源时的变态程度
也可以原谅你有见识过，只不过数学和比对能力较差

就是酱。

是说… 刚刚才讲不喜欢 [解说自己为何有什么样的习惯]，因为那带有 [辩解] 的味道
可这一整篇就是在解说（爆）
嘛… 一次过说到完还好一点（真的有说完吗 =_=）
免得以后一而再再而三地被郁闷到 -_-

我不怕被人误解，反正几乎每个人都是没办法完全被正解的
但不懂装懂，还伟大地替我编写 [从爱 OO 到爱 XX 的转变全程记载]
实在让人膜拜

是说… 我这篇已经跑题跑得无可救药了
华丽丽地浪费了我那第一行字 =v=
可是现在才来写我原先想写的东西又很怪（← 跑题王没资格说这句话吧！喂！）
嘛… 只好再开一帖来写了 *v*

我今天要很没 RP 地沾满大家的 Friends Page 鸟 -v-

…and I'm back

2007-01-08T08:35:44Z

I've long returned from my trip to Malaysia (or Johor to be specific XD).
And it was fun to say the least. But some things came up when I returned and that spoiled enough of my mood to let me forget about any sort of a journey memoir. XD;

By "some things", I just meant two (or three?) actually.
Firstly, my dog got injured and was in a slight depression at that. This indirectly caused me to fall sick? XD; Or I'm just branching out stories XD;;;　Anyways, I'd fallen ill not long after. Nothing serious for my case though. Flu, pharyngitis, fever. You know the drill.

The money spent at the clinic was more upsetting than me being sick =_=

But urgh, hate blocked nose. Hate! Hate! Hate! GRR. >__<
How I wish I own a nasal aspirator (also known as nasal vacuum? ¬_¬)
…though the thought of actually using it scares me somewhat =.=

Back to my doggy, Toto.
Seriously, I'm beginning to think I shouldn't have felt sorry for him ~___~
He's like THE KING now. Me being his #1 servant. A willing one at that =.=

Ok… onto how he got injured…
Since we weren't sure if we could bring Toto along with us to Johor, my parents decided to lodge him in a pet shop that provides such service. We should have made an effort in searching for a proper pet resort though, instead of simply choosing a pet shop we've been frequenting recently. T_T

I had a night lesson on the day my parents brought him to the pet shop, so I wasn't there with them. But even if I was, it's not like I would be of much help. Neways… Toto was kept in this small little cage with nothing but metal bars (duh, CAGE) and a water bowl in it. It would've been easier on him if he had lay down instead of alternating between sit and stand throughout the whole of 2 days and 1 night.

So the end result was that all four of his paws were badly abraded, causing him to have difficulty in walking alone, much less other activities involving feet contacts. And his body circumference had shrunk significantly. x___x

Physical factors aside, when we brought him back home, he was really unresponsive and lethargic. That's light years apart from the hyperactive Toto I'd grown used to. X____X　And the way he sticks even closer to me… T__T (well, not that I'm complaining >_>)

GAH! T____________T

But looking at him now… =_=
大少爷，你抱着我的脚睡觉也就算了… 不过可不可以不要流口水啊啊啊啊啊啊啊 /( Ｏ口Ｏ)/
为什么狗睡觉也会流口水的吓啊啊啊啊啊啊？！？＝口＝｜｜｜｜｜

Hmm… I should talk about my stay in Johor… but… eh…
I really had a lot to say when I was on my way back from Johor. But I don't seem to have the motivation to write them down anymore =_=

Here's a shoutout nonetheless 8D
The plantations in Johor are BEEEEEEEEEEAAAAUTIFUUUUUL~~~~~~! ♥

PS: I wonder if I'd gotten a tan O.o
To those who're seeing me these few days, do a color scan on me? (wha-?)

Early Greetings - Happy New Year~!!!

2006-12-30T23:25:09Z

Geh. I was too tired yesterday to write a proper entry.
And I'm in too much of a hurry now to do so either. XD|||||

I'm going over to Malaysia today~!

心境上毕竟不同了吧…
感觉和我几年前第一次去时不同了
那次真的周多怨言到很幼稚的地步了呢 (笑)

是说… 这次去我可要好好地玩~
好好地感受别的国家的~~性感帯~~美呐！
所以… 彼此加油咯! (誰が=.=)
どうぞ宜しくね！

Would be returning only on Tuesday (Guaaaar… I miss my dog so much T_T even though it's only been a night since yesterday evening, but… T____T), so here's my early greetings to you all:
Happy holidays and a wholesome brand new year~ ♥

Take care! X3

Joseph Barbera ...with all my respect and gratitude

2006-12-28T05:02:49Z

It's late news now but I've only found out recently

BBC News | BBC Obituary | CNN News | The New York Times

Mr. Joseph Barbera is one of the creators whose works are a major part of my childhood.
While I don't find myself sitting through re-runs of "Tom & Jerry", "The Flintstones" or "Scooby Doo" anymore, it's an undeniable fact that they were once there with me.

Sometimes, it doesn't take much of a contact to make an impact, be it big or small, significant or not.
It's like.. there will always be things that, logically, aren't of any memoriable value to you, yet still imprinted in your memory.

I'm not saying the cartoons I'd watched as a child aren't memoriable.
It's just that, I don't see them as that much of an influence to me. But then again, one doesn't need a sense of "influence" to feel a "bond".

Thank you for once being around
R.I.P, Joseph Barbera

INTERNET 故障の鬼気!!!

2006-12-27T09:07:16Z

ああああ你个死 EARTHQUAKE!
好坏不坏，偏要坏掉那个死 CABLE!

我的 INTERNET 啊啊啊
我那明天就过期的 MOFILE 下载档啊啊啊
我那可爱的斗真啊啊啊啊啊啊啊 ← 最終目的

现今社会是被 WORLD WIDE WEB 撑局的垒
现在这样还得了？！还得了？！
我那可爱的斗真あああああああ ← 依然として最終目的

话说… LJさん，你还真是RP
其他网站都上不了，就是你我上的了 = =

是说… 把［啊］换成［あ］，感觉上会不会比较 A 呢…?　＊18禁＊

RENTRER EN SOI 動画試聴

2006-12-21T15:20:10Z

kalcifer, this is for you~~~ XD
话说是我收到的 BARKS mail 通知中看到的东西
就顺便帖出来给你看好了 =v=

♦ ニュース： RENTRER EN SOI 「RENTRER EN SOI、ライヴ映像＆メッセージ」
http://www.barks.jp/news/?id=1000028958
↑↑↑ 关于 12/20 发表的新 SINGLE + LIVE DVD

♦ 動画： RENTRER EN SOI 「LIVE DVD 下巻 SHORT Ver.」
http://www.barks.jp/watch/?id=1000016934

♦ 動画： RENTRER EN SOI 「ID December_2006」
http://www.barks.jp/watch/?id=1000016933

♦ 試聴： RENTRER EN SOI 「密室と孤独に毒された憂鬱」
http://www.barks.jp/listen/?id=1000016953

If anyone wants to download the video clip/s onto your computer, just leave a comment below ^^

お誕生日おめでとうございます、DIEさん！

2006-12-19T17:28:08Z

就酱。
我承认我浑无聊－v－ (PIA飞到阿布巴拉国)

看等一下有没有心情做图吧
有做图的话之后再补上来就是

话说，我很喜欢 [喜欢的人的生日] 这类的日子噢
说得花俏点，就是：“因为那代表着喜欢的人的诞生，因为是我喜欢的人的出生日嘛，所以就会很喜欢”
不过其实也没什么特别意思 (爆)
就是喜欢而已

就像喜欢一个人可以找出很多很~~~~多喜欢他的理由
可是到头来其实也就是喜欢而已，就是那样

别误会，我没在谈恋爱 (爆x2)
就是突然有那种 “活着真好” 的感觉呐！*v*

所以啊，每当到了我喜欢的人的生日时
我会很开心的
即使不是每次都会表露出来
还是很开心着的 (HC地笑)

当然，这是有层次差别的 =v=
比方说吧!
若今天是某T的生日，我的内心肯定会比现在更加地花花痴痴好几倍~好几倍~

噢~~~PUDDING~~~~~!
是说，连现成的 PUDDING 都可以被做失败两次的我还真是强啊
喔耶~ =v=

“是说… 难得DIE生日，你就不能用一用和他有关的头像吗？”
谁说我没用了！
会用以上的头像是因为主题中的那两样东西DIE都很缺乏，唔! ← 1脸严肃地肯定着

———————————我在找人的分割线———————————
nateari 啊，我还在等你那些包包的照片~~ 　包包、包包、

SD アパレルSITEを採集

2006-12-10T00:22:46Z

XT!!!!!!! *thunderboom*
我沉沦了！！！！！！ =口= OTZ~

你那个让我去找 SD 服饰 SITES 的 IDEA
虽然已知道就以获利来说，那计划是行不通的
可我还是彻彻底底D沦陷了啊啊啊啊 OTZ|||

*eyes the chunk in my bookmarks folder* ← 你说！谁来负责！

I'd post the links in another entry later, when I get them sorted out somewhat

Rebirth of the Sleeping Bug

2006-12-08T08:39:10Z

W00T, new place mah darlings! ;D
For those who already know who I am, feel free to remove my old LJ from your friends list and such.
I'm not updating it anymore after I get a "Hoozah! This place is now dead!" entry of some sort posted up there. XD

That aside, is anyone of you using 800x600 screen resolution?
I checked the current LJ theme I'm using on a 800x600 resolution and ||||||b
The theme and the resolution screw each other hard, damn = =

But guaaarh.. I'm too lazy now to make any layouts ← *puts on repeat for 10 years*

If anyone frequenting my LJ is using 800x600 resolution or below, please tell me so, yea?
I'd just change the theme to some other one |D